happy

Just when i was looking for that loop hole, the conversation to take hold that i wasn't going to be part of... you know when your in a place.... or around people you really don't want to be around at that time...the way to slip away and get out UN-noticed way.., i overheard something that put my brain into "OT time"
I couldn't help but pinning my ear to it and keeping an open my mind..it went something like this.".TMS isn't really what it originally was..racers don't read it....It lost its focus.." at first i wanted to jump in and defend it, and raise a heavy fist and open the box of aggro i carry with me just for time s like this..But I composed myself in a way momma taught me and listened..Basically  its evolved into something that now is just that place..maybe a dumping ground for senseless babble..a place where T can get release..and people can toss UN-wanted comments around without being socially accountable..there was more but...that's the general drift..that i took..
So i walked away.. slapped a few butts..shook some hands..set my drink down and moved on..all the while the angel is saying there right, its not..racing and such is secondary..but the devil is saying the opposite. Not wanting to lose sleep and by no means do i want to be somewhere where im not wanted.. i started digging into the archive of both T and TMS..to find the answer. It didn't take long after two hot pocket sandwich from the Speedway and a couple of cups of Joe from the Tits and Ass Travel center in the we hours. I came to a conclusion..and found the word that pulls it together the word i fought not to hear...evolve..if you all don't know the meaning look it up..cuz i had to..
And that's when i got happy..didn't hurt that the skinny broad was now filling my cup no charge and slipped me a few free of those Mexican egg roll thingies i like so much..So i sat and gazed into the darkness of the lot..wondering now what?. minutes to hours...then...i got happy... again.... cuz ya know T.. i said it aint too far off  from what it original was meant to be....yea sure it aint always about the bike, but truth is..it is...but not all are gonna get the drifting way....very few in life ever do... you can force it on folks all you want...but if they don't get it..that's life....whether be yours, mine, ours or the goon diggin through the garbage can not five feet from me..
But for this moment  the angel and devil both met at common ground for a split second and they both agreed..if you can relate with one person once in a blue moon and you ..yourself obtain knowledge from it....its ok..cuz knowledge is an act of evolving..

I So now i go away happy...happy with solidness of knowing its still going where it was supposed to..if im part of it for at least one more day...its all i can i ask for..and i dont ask for much..
and  you should to...cuz you know more now than you did yesterday...

enjoy this day..... you earned it..

evolve..